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Honestly, I really wanted to write something, and had absolutely no inspiration whatsoever. So I've decided to talk about how I feel most of the time. Tired. I used to hate sleep. Now it's all I can ever talk about. And think about. People think I'm tired and cranky all the time because I haven't gotten enough sleep, but instead it's because I've slept too much. In my opinion, there's no such thing as "too much sleep" anymore. But technically speaking, going from barely any sleep, to unlimited sleep, back to barely any sleep, (but this time against my will), is not very healthy. Since school started, I've had to wake up earlier and earlier, which somehow turns into me sleeping later and later. (Not too late). The more I sleep in the morning-and night- the more tired I am throughout the day. See, I thought I was waking up later and later, but that only lasted so long after I got back into my school schedule. Now it feels like I'm waking up even earlier than usual. I'll wake up once or twice in the middle of the night, and it's pretty difficult for me to find my way back to sleep. And then it feels like I wake up like 30 minutes later, while in reality, it's really been about 2-3 hours. As soon as I'm out of the bed, I want to go back to sleep. I feel like I'm always tired. If I sleep for 9 hours, it feels like I slept for an hour and have been awake for 20 years. But if I actually sleep for an hour, it feels exactly the same. I thought it'd be good to get out of the house after a long 5 month quarantine. It's not! I always want to sleep, so I can't enjoy anything until I'm home and laying down. I'm also constantly stressed, which is becoming a habit at this point with my anxiety; which is enhanced now that I'm always tired.