Remembering Me Read Count : 124
Category : Diary/Journal
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Yeah, that certain concept I never really understood yet, until I was so filled with this spite for myself I did nothing but regret being that being so stuck in the pit. Now it's a little fluctuated, finally getting past it, though, some things from the past are things that aren't all filled with regret. Most things though like always ghosting, I didn't start noticing as a problem until someone finally ghosted me back. I know, it's a long shot. I was basically stuck in my head, thinking nothing but dread - full thoughts. Some were about not believing I was ever going to be enough. Some were about why is it so hard to love myself like they all did. All were mostly about issues like never letting loose or cutting ties loose. Felt like I was tying my own noose. It's been a journey getting to this point where I can finally see who I'm meant to be. Fame, that's never been me, I know I've always wanted to complete this story so I can make it a game. I forgot my own dream until that point I started getting sober and I've been procrastinating on it because I kept doubting me. The journey still has no end. This is where I truly begin.