Category : Poems

Sub Category : N/A

Here,
your laying on this bed
I'm starring
rejecting this enclosed attachment
I shouldn't be here!
you should NEVER want to be here!
I belong to someone
locked into a hold
yet, your rapped around me
my impatient wait, I've been longing to taste
This feeling I've been refused
I'm fighting myself
As, I know I should NOT be using you
BUT,
your body has me
maybe?
Imaging her presence
substituting your curves, knowing it should be her's
holding my head
As if I can physically grab my future regrets
your legs spread
lost in the moment
I bow
apologetic for her unknown pain, she probably would feel
feeling her tears leak
with every stroke I place
with every second of pleasure I gift you with
she would definitely drop me!
This she wouldn't be able to stand!
I'm hurting, 
knowing her arm's, her finger's I wish were placed on me
" I'm sorry, forgive me, don't hurt me!!"
portraying 
protesting I'm the victim
making myself truly believe, this is just and ONLY what I need
I pause to cause a sensual blow
shakes you get
trembles as you rest
wiping my face
your believing I'm shedding over you
truly, it's her eyes I see
" NO! I wouldn't hurt you!"
In response to my true lover's question
"I need you!"
Indeed I do!
BUT,
my request are rarely granted
deprived of her love
I'm here and In your mind
You asked me why?
why I pleasured you aggressively, to this extended extent?
I'm angered 
I'm hurt
your a rebound for my pain and to her on and off rejection
"Forgive me, stop coming back to me, I'm no good for you!"
I've used you,
connected out of a need for you,
rejoicing that I've left you feeling token with no control
I've locked your legs,
In reflection of how I'm wishing to rap your soul
I should let you go
BUT,
I'll loose her
left unable to deal with her disconnect
our struggle to hold on, untimed and unlimited
" Forgive me, I'm sorry!"
You scream as your orgasm is coming, " I can't, stop!!"
I release
leaving you confused
" All I do isn't enough for you"
saying, mentally to my true lover
shaking my head
Hurting
claiming I'm broken
knowing, to any I can't be honest
reaping my repercussions of love that won't be forgotten
For I know my true lover's heart, causes these reactions 

Written by: Maiakla Stephens