Category : Books-Non-Fiction

Sub Category : Biography

I'm drunk.  Again.  Ah, the relief.  Oh, how I've missed the taste of alcohol slip down my tongue.  Life is just all too much.  My major malfunction is that I can't seem to accept life in life's terms. Of course, I would never admit that out loud.  Jack Daniels gives me instant love.  Jack allows me to feel alright with the circumstances of my tragic life.  He is tall, dark, and ridiculously handsome.  My heart skips a beat every time he enters my body.  I am powerless against his seduction. For tonight, I know he will fill that gaping hole before he knocks me out cold.  He is my abusing and controlling boyfriend always sweet talking me into believing he has changed his deceitful ways.  In his grips, I lose control.  Every time.  But he promises it will be different this time and I want to believe him.  His dysfunctional comfort calls to every ache in my body and soul.  I desire his pain, mistaking his violence for passion.  Giving in is so much easier to fight his dark magnetic force.  Putting down my defenses, I allow jack back into my life.  As our relationship progresses, his charming smile changes its shape into an insidious grin.  He has hooked me in and I am his captive.  Rolling blackouts, the storm has brewed.  Losing  ground in the tornado of his rage, I can hardly breathe.  Knocked out black and blue.  Jack has abandoned me.  Again.