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I have a history of being rude to people out of dislike for all of humanity. Someone came into my life and changed that. I was extremely grateful for this person in the beginning. I still am, but not for the same reasons. He showed me what it was like to experience joy. I genuinely felt that I became a better person. I have been nicer, more appreciative, and people have actually liked having me around. But, I don't share that same feeling. Even with the change of heart, I still don't enjoy the presence of others, and the thought of humanity sickens me just the same. Lately, being nice just hasn't felt as good as it did at first, and I realize now that, I was never a bad person in the first place. I've always had a big heart, and such a caring nature, but it hadn't come out as I felt there was nobody worthy of seeing that side of me. Looking back at it, I know that I was right to feel those ways. Being nice is not something I'm good at, and I'll keep it that way until you show me that you deserve my respect.