Category : Poems

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I feel
But I don't know how people feel, what they feel, the intensity of what they feel the heaviness or lightness of what people feel, the simplicity or complexity of what they feel or do, the meaning or what they feel.
I just don't get it... Perhaps because I try too hard to understand people... that I just don't , in the long run
Feelings baffle me
And words do too
And thoughts do too.
And people do too.
People scare me.
I think.
I think I think too much for my own good.
I think about what people think, what can they think? The ugliest of their thoughts
And it drives me crazy trying to understand people.
But.
I'm scared. I'm just really scared of the complexity of what people feel and say and do and think . Which is why I try so hard to understand
Lies 
And manipulation
And corruption.
I just want to know. Because I'm scared of getting hurt by people I can't read.