Category : Diary/Journal

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 thoughts are monsters of men, no darkness could be any darker than what's in my head. Feeling lost and alone, dont trust a soul. the life I was given, life of a black hole. mind takes it all in, every emotion  brought forth, hot, burning my skin, on fire, cant see anymore. tired of thoughts, want to ignore ,how to accomplish what I abhor, a death sentence is all it affords, no friends, no family, they dont want me anymore. Hard to understand when I feel every emotion burning a hot brand. This pain i cant ignore. cuts through me, drowning ocean.  emotional state depends on what I'm around ,how they are feeling ,what's going down. God take this away give me what I deserve, the path of least resistance to an emotionless state. Death will become me I wont be late.