Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

You know, I've been thinking. Why is it I'm always ghosting? Starting to think it's because I'm afraid of mostly everything. The truth is though, if I'm doing all the talking, the only one ever starting the conversation, I lose interest. Sometimes I just don't talk, it's like having peanut butter on the roof of the mouth constantly. That truth shit, finally coming in troves and shit. Took so long to realize most of this, but problem is if they can't reach back when I start running, what's the point of even trying? I'm tired of explaining at the beginning I have a problem running and ghosting, because truthfully it feels like y'all ladies just really aren't trying to listen. Us men aren't allowed to have mental issues. I'm messed up, I know that. At least I didn't ever lie about it.