Category : Poems

Sub Category : N/A

If I knew back then what I know now, 
Wouldn't change a thing not even your smile. There's reason for change, room to improve. It was three little words. I love you, if I knew you wouldn't approve of the person I am. I grew up fast part of the damned. You raised me last, i grew up with a past. The things i remember came from dad, the way he loved us when he was mad. Scared and alone as i sit in my room. will i be next just like you. Or will i be haunted to repeat the cycle. Grow up to be mean just like him. I hate his presence because you bow down. my own mother made a clown. Stood strong in his corner, cant understand why. my mother didn't love me as much as this guy. Treated us poorly, left to die. wasnt much but we had a life. You showed me love with compassion. I dont know why, where, what happened. All I know is life unfastened. Thoughts of evil plague me today, what have you done raising Cain, some kind of evil in my thoughts. What I know will never be forgot.  If I knew I'd be this screwed I woulda told you to forgive me I've come unglued.