Category : Poems

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The floor beneath you is dilapidating
all of your life's combats and lows is weakening the surface
and your just about to fall
you feel the blow, you feel the landing and nothing is ever the same
I've already hit the bottom, so what's next? 
Your reality is insane
your reality is insane!
you are insane, you are insane!
There's a hole in the middle of the bottom and it's dug by me
it's dug by me.
I'm introducing levels, there's new levels down this hole
It feel endless, everyday in discomfort, hiding in my corner hoping never to be seen.
I've tried many times to end this unfortunate waste of a life but somehow someway I have always survived
I ask why? but who am I talking to?
I once had faith but on the way I lost it.
Life, it does that sometimes.
Ever dreaming of a purpose 
Always questioning why I'm here
Will I ever know what this is all for?
One day? maybe or maybe not, maybe life is pointless 
everything means nothing and you really are all alone in a made up world
you designed for yourself
why the pain and constant agony?  
why would I do that to myself?
Do I think I deserve it? do I deserve it?