Category : Poems

Sub Category : N/A

You play victim as if you are. Say I’m crazy or my accusations are bizarre. Not wanting to love me right, yet refusing to own your part. Holding me hostage with my consent brainwashed scarred. Anger builds, my sanity wares. When she explodes ? Suddenly you’re scared. Confused you act. Courage you lack. For it’s not my sins you’ll pay for. Not my punishment you’ll have, for you’ll get your very own, picked out on your behalf. trust and believe when the higher power comes, they’ll remember our past the things you have done. The courage you lack. From the physical to the mental, the emotional, you’re obscene. The lies the brainwash the secrets how you were mean. You’ll try to lie to him too. Damned to hell you’ll be ordered your time on earth is through. the flames engulf your body as the maggots feast your brain Skin is melting slow lava is the new rain. . fire ants embed your pores but wait, don’t go, hold up. there’s more Your teeth are crumbling quickly but painfully no doubt. Then you hear a voice inside you crying to out. Familiar to her sound comfort swarms it’s all around. This is how it was. As gruesome as it may seem. Narsistically  co existing, voted off your team. No where to hide. Apologies? Past Due.. For she left long ago, you didn’t have a clue. See You thought you had charm you thought you you had her fooled  You thought you had her played when she was playing you. The comfort starts to distance clearing way to invite the flame. All along you weren’t playing her. You were teaching her your game. Decenergrated you fall , the pain forever yours. Her memory still burning. Closing in your coffin doors. But see she played different no lies and no deceit. She simply unloved you for requirements you couldn’t meet. So my last goodbye lays you to rest, her still beating heart beats in your chest.