Alone In My Corner Read Count : 114

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When I am crying and someone holds me it makes me cry even more back in school they did not teach us what we need to know like how to deal with despair or a broken heart if it were supposed to feel good they wouldn't call it a crush being with someone who doesn't love you it called loyalty it's called stupidity loving someone who doesn't love you back is like hugging a cactus the tire you hold on the more it hurts the saddest thing is when you are feeling real down you look around and realize that there is no shoulder for you I'm missing something in my life these days sadness is always the legacy of the past regrets or Pains of the memory it's terrible to lose someone we love but it's even worse to lose ourselves while loving them the most painful memory when I walked away and you let me go just because someone desires you doesn't mean they value you respect yourself enough to walk away from anything that no longer serves you grows you or makes you happy I remember all those crazy things you said you left them running through my head you are always there you are everywhere but right now I wish you were here laugh and the world laughs With You Weep and You Weep alone for this Brave old herbs must borrow its mirrors but has trouble enough of its own we have to hurt in order to know fall in order to grow lose in order to game because all of life lessons are taught through pain a breakup is like a broken mirror it is better to leave it broken than to hurt yourself trying to  put it back together praying makes me feel less alone all rain is is a cloud falling apart and finding it shatter pieces down on top of you it makes me feel good to know I'm not the only thing that falls apart it makes me feel better to know other things in nature can shatter anger is just a cowardly extension of sadness it's a lot easier to be angry at someone then it is to tell them you're hurt Beauty and sadness always go together natural true beauty too rich to go forth upon the Earth without a meet alloy I tried to forget you but the harder I try the more I thought about you sadness usually results from one of the following causes either when a man doesn't not succeed or is ashamed of his success good humor is the health of the Soul sadness is its poison a man's ethical Behavior should be based eventually on sympathy education and social ties no religious basis is necessary man would indeed be in a poor way if he had to be restrained by fear of punishment and hope of reward after death my feelings is that there is nothing in life but refraining from hurting others and confronting those who are sad Psalms say it's painful to wait song say it's painful to forget someone but the worst pain comes when you don't know whether to wait or forget smile even if it's a sad smile because Saturday and sad smile is the sadness of not knowing how to smile don't give special places to anyone in your heart it's easy to give that place but it hurts more when they don't know the value of that place the walls we build around us to keep sadness out also keeps out the joy to die in order to avoid the pain oh property low or anything that is disagreeable is not the part of a brave man but of a coward sadness does not in her in things it does not reach us from the world and threw me a complication of the world it is a product of our own thought we create it out of whole cloth sometimes you just need a good cry even if you don't know the reason why you cry people are lonely because they build walls instead of bridges people say never give up but sometimes giving up is the best option because you realize you're just wasting your time the wrong person will never give you what you want but they'll make sure they get what they want from you remembering is easy for people who have brains forgetting is nearly impossible for people with heart's no matter how hard you pray wish or beg you just have to accept that things will change and they always will even if those things are not closest to you the people who say that Sunshine will bring happiness or the same people who have never danced in the rain the most painful memory when I walked away and you let me go I'm that person who never gets to sleep because I can't stop thinking about the smallest things that never really matter whenever I whenever I try to talk I feel like my thoughts don't matter so I wind up just shutting myself out from the rest of the world no one can handle your heart better than you so don't give it to don't make a promise if you can't keep it don't tell me that you love me an less you really  mean it I tell other people that I'm fine I tell myself that I'm okay I remind myself that I'll make it through this day but I am I telling myself the truth or am I just  lying I tried to hide my tooth behind my fake smile that why no one can see how much pain I'm in I may be dying inside but I still pretend that everything is fine I was born when you kissed me I died when you left me I live a few weeks why you loved me they say when you are missing someone that they are probably feeling the same but I don't think it's possible for you to miss me as much as I'm missing you right now the only one interested in hearing your sad story is you and even you wish you didn't have to reveal it again finally there are times when you just have to let people go it's not because you didn't care but because they didn't care there are some of us here who are just trying to get through the day without completely falling apart the sky isn't always blue the sun doesn't always shine so it's okay to fall apart sometimes why does it always have to be the one that you love the most hits you the hardest crying isn't a sign of weakness it's a sign of having tried the worst missing is missing your own self which you use to be  Once Upon a Time......Taylormade

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