Category : Poems

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I am tired of all this,
I repeat again so that you can hear it again,
I am tired of all this,
I am just going to give up,
I can't take it any more.

My enemies are rejoicing hearing this,
My friends are wondering why,
I know you are also curious,
But I will tell you all,
But know I am tired and I am giving up.

I am tired of fighting battles that are not mine,
I am tired of being weighed down by burden not mine to bear,
I am tired of forcing people to give me attention,
I am tired of always sacrificing my happiness for others,
Yes I am tired of all this.

And right now I am giving up,
I am giving up to being there for those use me,
I am giving up on seeking attention from others,
I am giving up on negativity being build around me,
And I am giving up sacrificing myself to those who dont deserve it.

I have decided to be selfish,
I know you are wondering why,
But I am becoming selfish with my love,
My presence is going to be scarce,
You even won't realise I am not there,
My sacrifice wont be for anybody,
And as for my time and attention,
You will have to earn it.

I am sorry if this will hurt you,
I am sorry I will dissapoint many,
But I am not sorry for putting myself first,
And I am not regretting changing,
And as I said before,
I am tired of being the lost one,
I leave you with two options,
Accept these new changes in me,
Or accept that I am not the old me,
I leave that you.