I Am Not Important Part 1 Read Count : 24

Category : Stories

Sub Category : Drama
Chapter 1
"The start without end?"
I am Jhessa Buenavista 16 years old I live in New Zealand but I am raised in the Philippines and I am proud of it. All I want is to know the feeling of being important instead of being the center of bullying.Since I was 10 my classmates kept on throwing papers on me throwing bottles and letting me eat leftovers.I can't avoid it because everytime I don't keep a glance at them they always tie my hair with tape and paint my face with ketchup and mustard.Now that I'm 16 I can't still avoid it they keep on going in my way.They keep on telling me I shouldn't talk back to them.Today our semester had just finished and now I can go home and end up crying. I saw my youngest sister and she spoked  "hey you go to my room and clean it up make sure there is no dirt and also, don't forget my cabinet organize it or I will push you in the stairs". I couldn't reject her because I'm her sister after all. I want her to be happy I want her to always smile and not tear up because I can't see her crying even if she treats me like this what can I do? It's all done but not the "end". I want it all to end but I can't. I'm  so happy that I still have my grandma. I saw her at the living room sitting alone with a coffee on her desk and scrolling through social media. So,I run towards her and then she said. "Oh my god Jhessa you scared me!". I said " I'm sorry granny." And then I hugged her tight I don't want to let go of her because she can't see me crying I don't want her to be worried. I wiped my tears then I smiled at her she said "Are you okay my lovely grand daughter?". I lied and said " y-yes... I am absolutely fine granny". She smiled from ears to ears. I rushed upstairs to go in my room but my youngest sister Aika bumped into me purposely. My mom saw how she bumped into me purposely, but Aika is her favorite child after all. My brother Luke and my grandma. The two of them just believes me the two of them are there everytime I cry. They are there whenever I realize I am just fighting alone. 

                                                      Chapter 2
                                    "Who can defend me?"
I woke up nothing changed it is still the same. I am still the hatest, I am about to cry but my brother Luke opened the door to check on me he said with worry " Are you okay Jhessa? I heard you crying every night I am so so sorry I can't do anything about it I'm not the best brother but I am trying I hope you forgive me." And I didn't said a word but I cried and hugged him tight. Now there is someone who can defend me, I whispered. He said " Okay Jhessa I'll try to be a better brother. And I hope I won't disappoint you. Remember this I will never leave you, and I will everyday tell you how beautiful you are." I smiled to him and he smiled back. This day is a nightmare for me. My mom asked me to buy a cup of coffee. The traffic light is red it means stop but a car fastly get into my way. But my grandma pushed me and then she was the one who bumped into the car. I runned and said while tearing "Granny! Don't leave me if you're gone who will give advises to me every single day!?". She said " Jhessa I know you are brave and I love you so much take care of your brother Luke you only have him don't let them bully you I can still watch you though, and Jhessa I am too old I can't live any longer anymore, she smiled then she closed her eyes". Granny!!!!!! Granny!!!!! Help Help Help!!!! I can't stop crying and asking for help. When I got home my mom scolded me and she said " Jhessa what have you done!!! You didn't take cared of your grandma did you know how much I am worried?". I madly said "You're worried, you are!!!!!! Are you there when I'm sick? You're not!!! Are you there when I'm sad? You're not! Are you there whenever I walk and claim my diploma? You're not!!! Grandma and Brother Luke are just there whenever I am in need you keep on telling that but My youngest sister is just your favorite child right? Now what? You can't even answer? I hate you! You're the worst!". Then I runned back upstairs and cried my mom, my dad, and my sister was lefted speechless.



Author: Noemi Casillano



I hope you enjoyed my part 1 don't worry I will write part 2 of this story 💖

Thought of the day: be brave not every moments are meant to be good.
                                         ~NoemiC.~

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    Jun 06, 2020

  • but i could not understand it is true or just story

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  • Nice.

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