Category : Poems

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How many times 
Do I have to love 
And not be loved?
 Honestly, I can't even remember the number. 

The negative answers freeze my soul. 
I don't want to be a loser anymore.
 I chose to live without my feelings.
 Because, don't want to send it 
For those who don't need it. 

I don't want my heart broken
 In thousands of pieces.
 This is not the meaning
 Of being in love so deeply. 

I always say it will be different,
 But it's almost the same.
 That all or nothing, 
Can release all my pain. 

If you would listen to me, 
You could understand.
And you wouldn't judge me 
Without knowing my reasons.

 But I understand you,
 It is much easier 
To say that you want to leave
 And find always an escape.

 And I remain with the wounded soul, 
Because from your game,
 I didn't know how to get out in time.

 Too late now, 
The bullet hit my heart 
And threw me to the ground. 

You could save me, 
But you were too busy 
To laugh about the love 
That made me bleeding.