Love Me/Hate Me Read Count : 42
Category : Diary/Journal
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I am not an easy person to be with. I know that and you know that too. I didn't even try to make it easy for you. I was really difficult at times as that's how I roll. At times, it may seem like I didn't want you, and I didn't love you, but deep down you knew I do.I was a challenge, because I'm not the type of person who will let people walk all over me. I am not the kind of person who puts up with bullshit. I am not the kind of person who will give face to those who are out to get me, stab me in the back or use me for their own benefit.When I say something, I mean it. I don't sugarcoat, I don't filter, I say it as it is, straight and blunt. If people are assholes to me, I throw them out of my life without a thought. I can be annoying, I can be hilarious, and I can even be the world's biggest bitch.I made you want to scream and punch walls in frustration. I'd ruin your day and then save it at the very last minute. I'd drive you crazy to the point where you sometimes hated my guts. But even though all that happened, you knew I have an amazing side to me.I have a giant heart that's full of love. I'll always be there when someone needs me. Even if my life is impossibly knotted, I will try and untangle someone else's life by listening to their problems and giving them love.You didn't stop caring about me or loving me, not even when I pushed your buttons real hard. You knew I am different from everyone else, and you love that about me. You found it refreshing to find someone different because way too many people are all the same.