Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

Love, just a word. 
A word some people have come to hate, maybe even fear. 
Love has many meanings; to each is own. 

These 2 souls have shown me love unconditionally. They love me with every flaw, mistake I have ever made and personal issues. They helped me remove the mask that suffocated the truth. 

I always thought I didn't deserve love. I always allowed myself to not be happy. I blamed myself for everything but projected it onto others.

The truth is, I made mistakes, I have flaws and I am not some picture perfect guy. I dont plan to be. 

With no mask on I can finally breath and proudly say I am happy and I deserve to be. I've taken responsibility for my mistakes and have moved on from them and brushed myself off and made something of myself. 

To my beautiful lovely wife, my son, family and friends, I honestly thank you. I really was hiding for far too long and taking the helping hands that were their truly has gotten me to a state of well being where I choose to be happy and 
not wait around for someone or something to somehow make everything perfect. Don't sit around and let life pass you by waiting for perfect to happen. 

Open your eyes, look around. 
Time here is temporary, breath in that fresh air and go where you want to go and see what you want to see. 

Most importantly, allow yourself to be happy. Vulnurablity is tough but it's the only way you will learn throughout this life. 

Signed,
ThoseMeaningfulWords. VH.