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Mom told me not to let my depression eat away at me, I’m sorry mom but my depression already devoured me, it has consumed my entirety. 
Sometimes at night when I can’t sleep cause I feel like I can’t breathe that’s when my brain starts to talk negatively at me. “Remember that time when” and then I stare blankly at the emptiness of the darkness in my room. I shut my eyes for a moment and I’m asleep, but my depression even follows me into my dreams, well I guess you can say more of nightmares, what happened doc I thought these pills were supposed to make me see things clear? I thought they were supposed to control my depression and my anger? 
I feel like I’m more depressed and angrier than ever. 
What happened to me? I used to be so happy. Or was that just a made up memory? 
Mom said don’t let the depression get the best of me, I’m sorry mom but it’s got a hold of me and it won’t let me be free...