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Everyone tells me I'm pretty hard not to believe when you see the same in the mirror.But it seems no one likes me.what have i done? I am sweet and giving and thoughtful and you know a good person.Everyone takes advantage of my kindness boys and girls.For years I would get money I earned and spend it on peers that i barley knew or people that would talk about me and smile in my face. And you know giving makes you feel good right i just felt like people were taking from me even though I was giving it out. Boys ofc tell me I love you your so pretty and i trusted them and when things wouldn't go my way.I would spend hours crying and trying to "fix myself".But I am who I am nothing to fix and nothing to try to be.Seems like in high school everyone wants to be like Someone they are not who they are even a few months ago I heard of reinventing yourself but these girls are new they can't do this they would never do that and get passed around  by the school. Did i have to be that person? These girls would talk so bad about me and say i thought I was all that cuz I have blue eyes and long spiral curly hair and very pretty i am mixed and my skin is very light they would call me Michael jackson. Sad to say it was the black kids that are making fun of my skin color and you know it's not like I'm the only light colored person their never noticed it but they were bullying me.But how I wouldn't ever let anyone bully me but some things your eyes are blind to. I stopped being friends with these girls and my life is so much better i actually feel pretty and like my own person.leave a comment tell me if you have had similar problems and don't be that girl