Category : Books-Non-Fiction

Sub Category : Biography

Well here I go. 
Brief introduction, ha ha brief and me just don't go together. 
My name is Heather and I am going to do something I normally am totally against which is let you into my world. I am actually so opposed to that that I don't even make eye contact with my clients. I absolutely hate GFE and will only do it if there is extra money involved. I guess I am confusing you now. I failed to let you in on my little secret. You see I have an alternative ego named Shelby Lynne and she has been working as an escort for the past two years. 
My story will go back and forth through my life because I think everything you do good or bad is a stepping stone to get us to where we are now. See Shelby did not just come out of no where, she is a very strong, fiesty and bitchy little whore with control issues who has a way with men. The reason is because every man in her life has screwed her over and she is out for revenge. 
From birth on all the men in my life have deserted me and end up hurting me. My "real\birth father" was in and out of my life when it was convenient for him but not when I needed him. Then there was my step dad who I always admired for treating me like his own who for some reason when I was 25 decided to put his hands on me and molest me. Now sure you can say I am an adult and could have stopped it. You have no idea how extremely my co dependent behavior is and so no I could not have at the time.  In my life I have had teeth pulled to give my husband pain pills and countless times I have had sex with people because I didn't want to hurt their feelings. Yes I know that is disturbing. 
I have always had this constant desire to be wanted and that is where Shelby comes in.  

When I was 41 years old I pretty much lost everything to a narcissistic sociopath ex husband who was still controlling me and mentally abusing me. It took all the strength I had to go to the domestic violence center and make a report. The final blow that did me in were these words " I could kill you right now and no one would ever notice you were gone because all you are is worthless and no one wants you". As he had me pinned against the wall with his hands on my throat all of my children cried in fear. I for once did not and decided that was it and I was done. I knew I was no where strong enough to make it alone and I had to get far from him and his controlling ways so I randomly went to a domestic violence shelter in Arkansas. 


Now a look at Ms Shelby, 
She has always been there she just never had a name until now. Ever since I lost my virginity I knew the almighty"power of the pussy" and I would use it to my advantage as much as possible.