Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

Hello, I don't know you and I probably never will. All I need to know is that someone is listening, someone understood. So you see I'm not quite what you might have thought in the beginning. In this present moment I am in between suicidal and brave. Brave enough to face the darkness that tries everyday to completely consume me. It surrounds my family staining the fabric of our blood a deep black. I have tried everyday to escape. Clawing at the edges of my own soul to escape myself. But I have not in my short seventeen years been able to defeat this present darkness. It itself claws at the edges of my sanity everyday trying to dig its claws a little deeper, but I never let it. Lately I have been to tired to fight and felt IT slowly gaining ground. My mother tells me never to give in to keep fighting and that is what I will do. No that it what I must do or else I am forever damned to the darkness that desperately clings to me.