Category : Poems
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When a problem comes inside my head
I try to conceal don’t feel until it reaches to the point,
I couldn’t take it any longer whatever I was feeling anxious about what I did wrong make
Why do I feel like this?
If I went down the path of my mistakes
see the memory what I did made them
feel like that,
I begin to freeze like an ice statue
I couldn’t believe myself the guilt
follow me everywhere I go.
How could I do that to them?
My heart shatter into a thousand pieces
I never know how much my mistakes
I never meant to make you look bad
I know we’ll make mistakes learn from it
I’m like Elsa from the first movie.
Could I just make my decision already?
I push heavy stone on you
the guilt makes me feel overwhelmed
wish I never bring myself to do this to you,
it makes me want to run to somewhere
I didn’t mean to affect you as well
I’m not a good person to you.
Wouldn’t I stop think about negative thoughts?
I couldn’t help myself all these years I thought
I wasn’t a person you truly want all the mistakes I did,
I know you don’t want to hurt me
by telling me the truth
you hide it from me.
Why could you just open up?
You know I’m sensitive to everything
I guess I’m sensitive to certain
only it affects me differently
I’m sorry for all the mistakes I made
Could you ever forgive me?
You always know what to say
to comfort me by your words
I really appreciate it that, but
The mistakes I made you look bad
I won’t forgive myself I don’t like
my mistakes I made.