Category : Stories

Sub Category : Romance

I Had Always Been A Failure In My Life,I Failed To Be The Perfect Boyfriend Your Family Wanted You To Have, Failed To Love You Inconsistently, Failed To Hold The Only Precious Thing I Had Ever Seen In My Life And That Is You 

I Still Can't Believe That I Bought Tears To Such Beautiful Eyes, Failed To Recognize How You Beautified Yourself Just For My Acceptance, I Failed You Dismally, I Abysmally Failed To Give You Protection, It's  True That I'm A Failure.

I Remember  How I Stood You Up At Our 11th Date, And When I Asked You To Tell Me You Love Me,You Never Hesitated  Said It Like Crushed Blackberries In My Hand Firm, I Can't  Believe That  I Was Such A Fool, 

You'd Cry Yourself To Sleep,Drown In Your Sorrows And Still Hope That Tomorrow I Might Be A New Man, Leave My Eccentricities Alone And Be A Giver Rather A Taker But My Egocentric Self Wouldn't Allow That, It's Conspicuous.

Till You Shed A Tear Before Me And Led Out A Smile That  Suddenly Broke Me Into Countless Pieces,That I Realized How Messed  Up You Are But Because You Loved Me Unselfishly So You Held On To Me 

Even Your Smile Was A Sign Of How Much I Had Broken Your Lovely Soul, I Allowed A Minute  To Pass By Till It Became A Moment, I Never Understood When They Said You Never Know How Precious It Is To Have Someone Till They Have Left And You Are Alone With Your Memories,And Now I Do . Clearly !

See The Memories Were A Proof Of How Singular I'm,The Loneliness Within Me Subsiding Subsequently Into A Benign Cancer Swallowing Me Up,Truth  Is My Life Was Better Bit With  You Inside,

I Love My Life But  I Love It More With You Inside,I Love My  Smile But I Love The Way I Smile When I'm With You,

I LOVE MY LIFE BUT WITH YOU INSIDE 

TERRAIN The Poet