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Has anyone out there in the real fucked up world called a real fucked up case of a nightmare in which you just woke up into one very fucked up morning that you wouldn't find out until several spiraling down into a deep heartaches of depression just to find out sometime down that very long fucked up road of this nightmare that your nightmare will last for the REST OF YOUR LIFE, of ALL and EVERYTHING in which you have ever loved or even mattered to you or has any kind of meaning or importance's to you has been ripped right out of your very beautiful perfect little life at least that you had just hours before you have woken up to this very very fucked up nightmare full of several spiraling heartaches of depressed years to come and many more than you or anyone could even imagine except for one who may have had a love one or maybe someone who was very close to them pass on to the pearly white gates of heaven might ever know exactly what it feels like to be woken up in such a very fucked up heartach and depression of having everything that had any kind of meaning or importance's and everything that you have most dearly loved as well as cared about in your life and even to those who have been ripped right out of your very perfect beautiful little life that you once had, not only did you once have that perfect beautiful little life but you happen to create this perfect beautiful little life with once was a little bit of a perfect loving caring relationship between two people who had created a little bundle of what would be considered to be a cute little family ounce upon a time then after your spouse who helped create that cute little bundle of a family had went their seaperate ways another significant other came walking into your little bundle of cute family at least what was left of it, you own creation, your own children had to have what I would love to call a little spark of happiness back into their little lives just to have their little hearts to be broken yet again but this time by cancers taking who your little children had looked up as their father just like that to wake up into yet would be their second living nightmare but just to find out that had just been the very beginning of their little young lives as well as my own fucked up nightmares cause just short of four short months they were ripped away from the one and only person that your children as well as yourself had left since the before they had ever came into to this very fucked up world just to be ripped apart from one another and the one person in which their own mother had told them after their families own fucked up nightmare in which they had all woke up to one unfaithful morning that it was okay that they could go ahead and trust their new home, new familes  that no matter what that they will have nothing to worry about that they will always be the family that they once had been before all of the living nightmares that they all have been going through and still yet are going through that they will always have one other just to have it come to a screeching halt cause that new home, new family had put a stop to everything that had any kind of meaning, importance as well as you and your children had ever loved let alone had ever cared about in your little perfect beautiful little life to lose everyway to keep any kind of contact or any kind of communication that you all had with one another to not know where anyone of us as a whole happy little perfect beautiful family that we once were to now living this very fucked up nightmare that we all as a family has woken up into now not knowing how long we will be before we wake up from this very fucked up living nightmare.
Has anyone ever out there in the real fucked up world ever just wake up into a really Fucked Up nightmare where you wake up to everything that had any kind of meaning, importance and everything that you had ever loved and cared about be ripped right out of your perfect beautiful little life that you once had just several hours before you had woke up in the living fucked up nightmare????


WRITTEN BY:  Donna Ruttenbur
ORIGINAL DATE WRITTEN: APRIL 7,2020