Category : Stories

Sub Category : Historical Fiction

I am a animal...living in a wildlife Tryin To Escape Demons..I don't Think I'm Human,I don't have a mind of a basic human being..I think I'm More Like a Snake.(CAUTIOUS) if u know about snakes..U should Know How they Carry they self..My personality/My Mind always been different than other humans..I go by what I see and not on what I hear from some ppl nowadays, because some ppl take ya words & Trash it.People always use to wonder about me,tryin to figure me out,But hard to figure out who IAM IN THERE MIND? Basic, Negative People gone throw shade at you just because they don't know Who IAM on The inside,Stuff kinda seem Dark to some people,so they best bet.. just to guess.I never payed attention to a person with a Regular Mind, because it seem like everybody Go by What Everyone else Do,Stuff feel kinda Fake when you gotta Do what everybody else are Doing,So I Dont Relate.I been A lonely Black Man for a long Time Now,really Nobody ever understood me on the inside.I just been Wondering Around in the wildlife tryin to Find Love,Peace & Happiness. Sometimes I say to myself,Is there any real love out there for me still.Reason why I think like that,just Because my mind dont match half of Ds Basic Minds...Iam a Loving Person if you see the Real Me on the Inside,The cover might not look so good,It been Toured into so many Pieces.Theres away to fix it but who will fix it? I don't Know...Im tired of the cryin in the Dark,Asking myself..Whats Goin on,Don't nobody knows but God.I feel Like A animal,geting love from other Animals in the Wildlife (Ima Snake)Im Very cautious, Don't Fear Me,just Love Me,I want Bite back.I Was Born Special,With a silver Spoon in my mouth,I just knew I was HIM,In my Belief.People use to make fun of me in School..Talkin Down on me but Don't even know me,They just go by what they hear.I just knew from the start I was gone be some werido type of person..Always wanted to stand out, never did what he did, Never Wanted to fit in..I start wondering when I got old, People fit in just to be somebody they not,& i never put myself with no others to be some,Oh noo I was More Like A Golden Child,That had a plan,When I got Older,I'ma do this and that & I did it.Times go by now, I see alot of stuff Seem to be coming True with the mind I had along time ago.I gets A sign Everytime..So I run with my first Thought,& every time it seems so right, but a basic Person don't see it.or a Humanbi believe, Because everyone is the same but how I feel..I'm NOT.sometimes I wonder,if I do The stuff everyone else doin,would I get love Than? But my mind & soul want let me.I gotta stick to what I know,Sorry if I'm not HIM! Ima Animal,But I'ma Angel.I Don't kill to be killed,I love as hard when Tru love is giving to me..I take love very seriously, because I can give it all up,but not received,and it Hurts so much.The pain Is deep than what it seem like,but I remained Calm & Cautions,Just so they want fear me,I'm not a Human.. Your love goes along way with me,Please take good care of me,I'ma Good Snake.I want be fear unless you fear,I'm God's Creation.Im really up,can't sleep, DODGING Demons! I really woke up,when My Baby Mother Start Blocking Me,BackStabbing Me,Throwing Me Away,Just not caring as a Basic Human Person Would Do.I just really lost myself when I fount out,There's NOOO LOVE OR RELATIONSHIP With The one I gave Angels Too! I wanted love From my kids,But that one Woman Damage My heart & A Good soul,I'm just a Black Anaconda wondering around in the wildlife,hoping To See Some Good Light! "IAM A ANIMAL"