Category : Diary/Journal

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We love the one's who hurt us most. But why is it the one's we love the most hurt us the most? My theory is that the reason they can hurt us the most is because they know how to use our past painful events or embarrassing moments against us when we aren't doing what they want of us and vice versa. We all have expectations in those we love and when they let down our expectations of them we get frustrated with them. I was taught by my Spirit Guides that I do not own my children and therefore have no right to control them. They was put in my life to teach me what true love was and my only job is to guide them into all they want to be in life, not what I want. In learning that I can't save no one but myself, I've learned to accept others choices in life, which has been a very harsh lesson in my life. Yet today if I could exchange my life for the worlds suffering to end once and for all... I'd do it