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My poem to you
Love of my life
First day we met I knew my world to be all right
so much passion and Glam less fear through the night
So much pain excelled  my world like a lit match waiting to strike 
But that's was until the day you arrive that smile across the room and that look in your eye told a little bit of me that maybe there was hope and that God still had a plan he wasn't done with me yet cuz that smile never left I know deep down inside I was still afraid to love beyond my smile but that day you saved my life because at night alone I lived in  fear so much anxiety played tricks with my mind it took over my life an my PTSD it flashes at me back to the days of brutal words blood sweat and tears and no love provided it only the love I gave to myself but still something was missing they always say self-love is the best love and I believe it but a little bit of me wanted something more but was it too afraid to accepted it I stitched my heart with a center blocked and ice I put a lock on it and threw it in a safe because there's no way love I will hurt me again there's no way in hell I want to keep crying sad tears f*** it I'm done trying is what I kept telling myself but  a few weeks later you entered my life an from that day on you u help me heal a center block you had to break and you beat it for months to a year a closed book I was afraid to talk about my past not knowing that it could help me one day heal I was so uptight and afraid to Love you because I was still damaged inside u melted the ice I placed on my heart and broke the lock to the safe an throw the discard the key into the dark an sured me I'll never need it again an I can heal and nurture your heart and now we're two years strong because you never gave up you kept trying and you stayed you repaired a family that I thought was lost  all my negative thoughts u had my write an put in a box u grad a shovel and said come on my love that night we baried in out back yard an agreed never to dig them up I wrote RIP in the dirt because I'm glad I found everlasting love here's my poem to you the strong man I grew to love here's my poem  to you thanks for never giving up