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I have learned that there is no love greater then that of my family. 
I am a better mother then mine was to me. I, with a wonderful man whom I married at 20 created a family, I found my biological father and YEARS of healing and hard work began. 
So, please don't even think you broke me. 
My heart broke years ago. But through MY OWN hard work and perseverance, I learned to become the woman I am today. Not perfect but I have lived longer then I ever thought I would. By all accounts, I should be dead. Thankfully I survived
 Not because you 'supported' my recovery but because I Believed in myself, God, my Dad. 
I remained hopeful. 
No matter how many times I fell flat on my face or was rejected, laughed at or how depressed I became something inside me said
'Get back up, you got this!'
I would slowly rebuild.ALWAYS REBUILDING. It was hard, frustrating and unfulfilling. You were not there to contribute to my life so please don't glamorise what we had. It was brief, unpredictable and unhealthy. As a grown woman I'm embarrassed to say I was in a relationship like that. But, I learned from it. I know what I was supposed to learn. I hope you do to. 
No more social media contact please. 
You're prolonging the inevitable. Extending what you think is control. 
I wont allow it any further.