My Love
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Category : Poems
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He's coming back home. I'm scared.Scared to let him love me.Scared to love him.He says I should just embrace my fear but I don't know how. I only know how to run from it.I've spent my entire life running. Now there's a reason to stop and feel.I don't know if Im capable. I don't know if I can sit still long enough to let love shine it's beautiful light on me.Will I flinch at it's warmth?Will I be so nervous I bleed out from my lips?Will tears seep from my eyes?Or will I stand there blank eyed?I am nothing but questions these days?Even if you give me an answer, I can't hear what you say.I have questioned everything from life and love to death and self hateI say I want loveBut it's time that I wasteIf I am as secure in myself as I believe that I AMIt will show in my actionsThey'll be no confusionI want him to be true to his wordAnd except all of meI want us to make each other feel freeTo be ourselvesNo masksNo liesJust ourselvesWith no disguise
