Category : Diary/Journal

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Some mistakes just brush over some no one forgets. The ones that hurt the most are the ones everyone but you forgets you have to live with the guilt forever. The pain you feel inside makes you wanna burst out crying. You are afraid to let your mind wonder because you just end up thinking about your mistake. Here is the one I made.

I screwed up and was doing things I shouldn't of been I had my entire world taken from out from under me. Some alabration I lost the one person I could talk to's trust it felt like everyone hated me. Three weeks later I feel on a rock and it left some bruses. My old friend twisted it into me being abused. I stupidly went along with it and it got so bad CPS got called I told her I was done with this lie and she went behind my back and made it worse my dad could have gone to jail. He wouldn't talk to me or barley look at me I felt like there was a dagger in my heart and the worst part is I put it there. My parents shortly later pulled me out of public school and put me in online school. The day I left my best friend broke into tears and I know it was all my falt. Every night I cry myself to sleep knowing how bad I screwed up. I will never forgive myself. Everyone else did although they shouldn't have I don't deserve to be forgave. Every day I think of how dumb, selfish, terrible,and the worst person I am. I will always remember mistakes can leave internal scares.