Category : Diary/Journal

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   She's a cold hearted Bitch, she destroyed everything and everyone she comes in contact with. She's unlovable. I mean seriously how could anyone love such a monster like her.
   You think she hasn't heard all that before? Well your wrong because she has, she has heard it all her life. You think it don't hurt her to hear those things people say about her because she puts on a strong front and laughs when she hears it. Well your wrong once again because it does hurt her. It hurts her more than anyone will ever know, because she won't let them know. She won't tell them that she sits alone in her room almost every night and cries herself to sleep just to wake up the next day and make excuses as to why she can't go anywhere because she don't know if she can take another day of hearing what people say about her.
   She knows she has hurt more people than she can remember and destroyed the lives of the people she loves the most.
    She don't know why she is the way she is or does the things she does. She wishes she was different but she knows the past can't be changed the damage can't be undone, she knows she can't make the hurt and pain she caused disappear.
   She hates herself more than anyone else.
   So next time you think she don't hear it when people say she's a cold hearted Bitch that's unlovable and that it don't hurt her, think again because the loudest voice she hears saying that stuff every day is her own voice.