Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

It is an empty vessel full of darkness, hatred and anger. I've cried a lot but now there are no tears left to cry. I fake a smile but no one sees the pain that is behind the scenes.

Inside my heart, there is a story to tell but can't be told. I have tried a lot to find happiness. I am now tired of hiding your mistakes, why can't they know what he has done. My heart is broken, leaving me with the evil monster that wants to kill him. Revenge keeps calling out to me, to hurt him but the sad thing is that I can't do anything to him since she loves him.

On the other hand, people hate me. I don't know why but I wish I could know. Each and every time I wonder what is wrong with me and why does bad luck follows me but the answers I search for are not to be found. If these is the life am supposed to live then it's better to die. The only thing that bothers me is living her with that devil.

I can't see her in so much pain. My heart, mind and body are tired. Tired of fighting with him and the world. I wish him and the world the best cause I have to do what's best for me and if it means dying am ready cause inside my heart it's over