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CHAPTER 1
FIRST DAY WE MET
This is a story about the first year of my relationship with the girl I loved.
I suppose it starts back in May 2011 when I met this gorgeous girl by the name of GLADYS MWELWA at Nkambo primary School.by then we were in grade right(8).My aim was never to fall in love with anyone until University level little did I know that she steal my heart completely. She was in another class that is class D and I was in genius Class A that my love story began when we had Quiz among the Five classes.she was among the participant and that was the day I set my eyes on her I decided not to be part of the Quiz because I was not feeling well just to admire her and confused at the same time.when Quiz was done we carried the day as usual.I also her talking to my brother Joseph (MHSRIP)so I was like so those two are dating all what because of the way they were holding each other.In the evening at home I asked him about Gladys and his response was so you like her I was like noo!!! she looks friendly.Next day I decided not to think about her to much because of my Aim which I can not break,but the more I tried not to think about her the more my mind will brow off that's when I decided to talk to her through her friend Beverly and Charity  I didn?t really say much to her as I am a very shy and socially awkward person. I think I managed to get a few hellos out but nothing more than that.
The next time I met her was the day we had General maintenance at school and  to be honest I didn't have anything to say to her because my brother set me up.but we chatted and I can remember Mr Kunda was like you two stop lying to each other and concentrate on your work that's working in his garden.from that  time things seemed to be ok between her and my brother and that?s how I started talking to her more and  this was a great way for me to start talking to her.As I started to become more friendly with her I started to realise that she?s not how my best friend made her out to be at all.
We started to hang out more,  I excot her home, taking pictures at one man's shop Goshen and the more time I spent with her the closer I felt to her and I felt like I had some sort of bond with her that I can not explain. 
In 2012 by then we were in an examination class(G9) She explained her hobbies,her like, dislike and seems like we have something in common and I remember the day told me her Aim: I WAS BORN TO BREAK THE BONES OF EDUCATION. it was an awesome time we had that day.
CHAPTER 2
LOVE BEGINS
From that time my love started developing for her by then I shared with my brother Joseph and he was like you do not even have a manifest which was true I never approached a woman before and I was scared of telling her how I feel for her because I was afraid of loosing her every time I used to question myself what if she sees me as a friend what will happen.by then we started visiting her me, Joseph and Chungu in the night to see my love and her sister.By then I can't lie my love was growing fast and I started seen her love for me in her cute eyes.we started sharing some future plans how many we want to have,where we should go and stay because she was like what can stop us is the church me am a Jehovah's witness and it's against our church unless you join me and I as ready to join your church for the sake of you.And I only went there once. 

This is what I wrote
 A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look, you took my hand. As our lives engaged lit, my life and I held both your hands. Now that years have passed, my soul became indeed one with yours. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about. If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up every day to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine...I always Wish to be with you GLADYS all the day's of my life and that was my daily prayer because you loved me the way I was.
Chapter: 
CONCLUSION: OUR FUTURE IS BRIGHT
Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you although we're not together today but I just want you to know how I feel about you Gladys you are the most amazing person that I have ever met since primary school at Nkambo.i was just a junior by then and didn't understand what love was but deep down my heart I wanted to express my feelings for you Gladys I knew they was a big connection between you and I.i remember Mr Seba how he wiped me like no man's business not knowing it was because of you even now I can feel the pain but if  life gave me a chance to love someone it will be you Gladys because my bond with you still exist,every day I wake up you always come in my head,I always feel like calling you or shouting your Name. You make me want to strive to be a better person.You are always inspiring me to be the best version of myself that I can be.I want to be someone that you can be proud of. Someone that you can love. I always look forward to spending my time with you, because those sacred moments are the best part of my day. you mean so much to me and I cannot even possibly put it all into words. my world would be a lot less colorful.Your love has damaged my heart that I can't stop thinking about you although we not together anymore and now I believe what they say that you cannot get rid of your first Love. GLADYS(GLADKINS the foundation of our love ) you built my heart it has your foundation have never loved someone else the way I loved you and if I was given a chance to rebuild my heart you would be the foundation of my heart's desire.thank you for the moment we shared together  I learnt a lot in our love journey,you tought me care, support,what unit can do and many other things that I cannot manage  mention. I love you and you will always have a share in my heart and when you feel lonely I will be there for you and if you need a shoulder to cry on my shoulder is still available for you.Am grant for your love and support. And I wish you all the best in everything you do, your life and career..LOVE 
HOPKINS CHITALU MUSONDA.
GLADKINS.