Unlovable Read Count : 173

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To love the unlovable 
What a scary thing to do 
I crossed my heart and hoped to die 
I decided to choose you.

I gave our love that wasn't there 
A chance to spread it's wings 
I didn't know it'd cause this much pain 
Until you played on my heart strings. 

The music you created from the pain inside my heart, 
Ignited a flame that eventually tore us apart. 

You blame it all on me though 
And that's okay you see 
I finally realized 
that you never truly loved me. 

Heartbreak was the conclusion
But i stayed anyways 
I forced my love onto him 
Hoping it was just a phase 

Time became a blur 
Our life became a daze 
Waking up feeling nothing at all 
I went into a craze. 

What a surprise, 
you're still here.
I stare into cruel eyes 
Why do i feed off of fear 

But your soul is lost 
within the mist
I take a look inside your cave
but no light is to be found

I drown
in your darkness
My thoughts are not my own
I'm trapped inside a closet of the unknown

You would think my mind would gain control. 
But my heart is on a roll
Digging deeper and deeper for a love that was never there

I bare my skin
I open the flesh of my wounds
I let you in

Hoping you could find my soul and learn a thing or two

I blew,
it. 

You don't, 
Care. 

You were never,
there. 

Truly. 

Your lips are,
moving 
but nothing,
comes out. 

Nothing. 

Nothing. 

Nothing. 

You were never there. 

I stare 
into the abyss, 
hoping for a breath of realization. 

The truth will set you free
They say...
The truth is but another day

Of pain

The dripping of my tears 
correlates into the story of my life. 
My mind sees one thing
my heart sees strife

Why do we give our glow to man
Our shine has been dimmed
our heart diminished into pieces

I stop and think about the meaning of life
To love and be loved 
is the greatest gift of all. 

But I chose to love the unlovable.

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