Broken
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Category : Diary/Journal
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Here I am starring at the mirror wondering if I was truly beautiful enough for him, he being my first love I dreamt of so many kinds of adventures that I could possibly have with him, like him being my hero saving me appearing the time a villain wants to take my soul and all sort of imaginations that tickled my fantasies. When he finally came to meet me up at his work place where I was patiently waiting for him, my instincts went into a detective mode as I was able to predict all was not well and that he wasn't comfortable being around me. He tried so hard to fake his smile but my logical reason was alert, deep down in my mind I wondered. Was it because my outfit was not stylish enough?, or was he tired of seeing me?, these days I had to ask his movements of late have being suspicious. I went into his car to wait for him, just when I was adjusting myself properly inside the car I saw another girl, I pondered had, could she be his coworker or what I composed myself but my low self esteem couldn't stop staring at the girl and the more I stared the more I down casted myself. My came to join us after awhile of getting smirking look and uncomfortable attitudes from the girl, my boyfriend smiled at us sitting in the middle he started the introduction. Girlfriend meet girlfriend, I was shocked, my joy was no more my heart was pulling out from my chest with tears soaking my inner feelings, I always felt I was unwanted but that day I felt worst, I discovered from close source that we were both his girlfriends but all this are memorise I can't fathom with it, my soul is still shattered by that experience of knowing that my worth to him was nothing and I was just among the many girlfriends he had....💔😢
