"I Just Wanna Be Happy😔....." Read Count : 16

Category : Diary/Journal

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Dear lord,
Im not happy again☹
The visions are coming back🙈
I cant see straight....👁👁
I cant breath right....😧
I keep getting thoughts of suicide 🙁🔫
But im afraid🚮
Im afraid of what's on the other side🔚
So now I feel trapped🔃
I cant run...🚷
I cant hide...🆘️
Something is sitting on my chest
I cant breath... 😥
Its hard to cry...😢
"I just wanna be happy... I just wanna be happy... I just wanna be happy... why can't I be happy?"
What did I do wrong?🙇🏽‍♀️
Is it my fault?😣
The people who loves me will be lost without me🤔
I dont want them to feel the way I feel🤦🏽‍♀️
So much pain...😖
So much Irony...😵
"I just wanna be happy... I just wanna be happy...I just wanna be happy... why cant I be happy?"
My tears are so hot... ♨️
The pain runns so deep...🌊
Please god Oh please I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY😢😱

Comments

  • Robert  Paul

    Robert Paul

    thats deep

    Jan 04, 2020

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