Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

Dear lord,

Im not happy again☹

The visions are coming back🙈

I cant see straight....👁👁

I cant breath right....😧

I keep getting thoughts of suicide 🙁🔫

But im afraid🚮

Im afraid of what's on the other side🔚

So now I feel trapped🔃

I cant run...🚷

I cant hide...🆘️

Something is sitting on my chest

I cant breath... 😥

Its hard to cry...😢

"I just wanna be happy... I just wanna be happy... I just wanna be happy... why can't I be happy?"

What did I do wrong?🙇🏽‍♀️

Is it my fault?😣

The people who loves me will be lost without me🤔

I dont want them to feel the way I feel🤦🏽‍♀️

So much pain...😖 

So much Irony...😵

"I just wanna be happy... I just wanna be happy...I just wanna be happy... why cant I be happy?"

My tears are so hot... ♨️

The pain runns so deep...🌊

Please god Oh please I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY😢😱