Category : Diary/Journal

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Do you ever wonder why life plays tricks on you 

like that? Why is it that you always want what you 

can't have, and why can't you have it in the first 

Dlace? 



Don't I deserve some type of tranquility? Some 

sense of happiness in my life? Then why is it that 

I can't have what's going to bring me that... 



It always hits you when you least expect it. 

I wasn't looking for someone or something in 

specific. But there he was... Sent onto my 

doorstep like some type of holiday gift from 

Santa Claus. 

A person who fills every need there is in me, 

Like a child bursting out with fulfillment after 

receiving the present they kept asking for. 



The conversations we had fueled the night, while 

our laughters exploded so loudly you can almost 

hear them echo in the dark. 



Could it be? I asked myself constantly. 



When he held my hand, I felt this electricity go 

through my body, like a shock wave that woke me 

up once again from my deep dark slumber. 

His fingertips would squeeze into mine, as they 

filled the little missing puzzles in between. 



It couldn't be, I convinced myself.

When he looked into my eyes, it was like being 

immersed into a long lost story. 

His eyes spoke things his lips could not. Infinite 

in their stare, soul searching, and honest in his 



glare. 

As his lips touched mine, my heart stopped from 

beating for a fraction of a second. Then it started 

racing, not knowing how to stop. 

That rush of adrenaline pumping through me felt 

like I was covered in flames. Kissing him felt like I 

was being wrapped in a warm blanket. 

Sweet goosebumps, as if prince charming slid 

that glass slipper over my little toes. 



A perfect fit. 



But if prince charming was real, if he could save 

me from the unfairness of everything, why keep 

him so far away from me? The only thing I could 

take with me was a box of memories tucked 

under all the pain, as I slowly have to move 

farther away from him. 

And with that I ask again, 

Do you ever wonder why life plays tricks on you 

like that? Why is it that you always want what you 

can't have, and why couldn't I have HIM in the first 

place?