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Do you ever wonder why life plays tricks on you 
like that? Why is it that you always want what you
can't have, and why can't you have it in the first
Dlace?

Don't I deserve some type of tranquility? Some
sense of happiness in my life? Then why is it that
I can't have what's going to bring me that...

It always hits you when you least expect it.
I wasn't looking for someone or something in
specific. But there he was... Sent onto my
doorstep like some type of holiday gift from
Santa Claus.
A person who fills every need there is in me,
Like a child bursting out with fulfillment after
receiving the present they kept asking for.

The conversations we had fueled the night, while
our laughters exploded so loudly you can almost
hear them echo in the dark.

Could it be? I asked myself constantly.

When he held my hand, I felt this electricity go
through my body, like a shock wave that woke me
up once again from my deep dark slumber.
His fingertips would squeeze into mine, as they
filled the little missing puzzles in between.

It couldn't be, I convinced myself.
When he looked into my eyes, it was like being
immersed into a long lost story.
His eyes spoke things his lips could not. Infinite
in their stare, soul searching, and honest in his

glare.
As his lips touched mine, my heart stopped from
beating for a fraction of a second. Then it started
racing, not knowing how to stop.
That rush of adrenaline pumping through me felt
like I was covered in flames. Kissing him felt like I
was being wrapped in a warm blanket.
Sweet goosebumps, as if prince charming slid
that glass slipper over my little toes.

A perfect fit.

But if prince charming was real, if he could save
me from the unfairness of everything, why keep
him so far away from me? The only thing I could
take with me was a box of memories tucked
under all the pain, as I slowly have to move
farther away from him.
And with that I ask again,
Do you ever wonder why life plays tricks on you
like that? Why is it that you always want what you
can't have, and why couldn't I have HIM in the first
place? 

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  • Maria Metko

    Maria Metko

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  • Nomcebo Kubheka

    Nomcebo Kubheka

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    Nomcebo Kubheka

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