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Damn these feelings, I hate them all.
I'd tear them out and throw them against the wall.
Every time I find some calm,
Something shatters it like a bomb.
My head starts spinning and my heart starts to race.
Palms get sweaty and I begin to pace.
It's out of control and the chaos reigns,
Why will you not get out of my brain?
So fragile a thing my sanity seems,
Hung in a place between reality and dreams.
I know there's got to be more than this,
If I could just let go and not reminisce. 
But the cycle continues between chaos and calm,
And I keep breathing, but for how long?
My days are numbered and time keeps ticking,
Nothing makes sense, nothing is clicking.
Somewhere in this cloudy mind,
Lies that peace I'm trying to find.
-samhudson