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I feel like stabbing something. Or punching something, kicking something, and breaking something. But I have to hold my feelings in.
I'm not good at holding my feelings in. I wanna scream. I wanna scream until I can't anymore. I wanna scream until my voice goes hoarse.
I wanna yell at him. I want him to know how I feel, but he wouldn't understand. He'd think I'm crazy. He'd tell me I need to chill out. He'd tell me I have no reason to feel this way.
I may be crazy. I may need to chill out. I may not have any reason to feel this way. But I still do.
I can't help it. It feels like my insides are burning. It feels like I'm gonna explode.