Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

I've let go and I'm falling more and more is being  taken

Wishin I could awaken  no longer shakin but im broken

If my brain was my throat I'd be choking its breathtaking in a bad way everyday

What's the use of mayday because nothing happens when I say it

I'm just speakin my thoughts wanting to display it like a picture

Overwelming thoughts like static in my attic that's my head but it's brain dead

Nothing new appeases me only teases me with a synthetic  distraction of happiness

I cant function with all the destruction from dysfunction around me rebounding seems impossible

This system isn't protecting it's  more than affecting me it's wrecking me holding me down and subjecting me to affliction upholding an imaginary conviction a bias protection of government from the  reinvestigation of the false allegations and the negligent safeguarding 
Disregarding rules of conduct and evidence provided an imperious enforcement of  unsubstantiated claims creating a greater violation in it mishandling and misconduct inflicting ongoing mental and emotional pain to the children and father




discouragement is flourishing happiness is vanishing