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   Hey there good looking, I've been trying to figure out how to put this shit into words as you already know. Hun what I really want you to know is how you make me feel which I'm not going to lie to you it kinda scares the hell out of me. The way you make me feel is if I can be my fun corky crazy self which I can't honestly tell you the last time I could actually be myself let alone feel safe or being in fear of my man placing his hands on me as well as being in fear that one unfearful night that he just might put my very petit ass 6 feet under, which again I'm not going to lie to you that is something that really scares the shit out of me of when he gets out. Hun, Baby I'm beginning to think and feel that you and I have a stronger connection then when we were together and I think that I'm falling more deeper in love with you which also scares the fuck out of me. Now to tell you what my one and main fear I have of you which is I'm afraid that you might disert me again, which babe you can't blame me of having that kind of fear. So there I finally can say I have been able to figure out away to put this wacked out shit into some real serious words.
I love you
Love Always Me
Donna Ruttenbur
11-25-19