How Can I Explain... 1 The Beginning
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It all started like this...
I woke up in the morning thinking about what shoes I should wear today. I chose tennis shoes because I had gym. I always took a thirty minute shower before school, and I always did that. But, something about that shower was different. I always had thought about hurting myself every once in a while. As I was letting the hot steamy water drizzle down on my skin, I started to think about horrible things. I started to think about death, suicide, crime, and things like that. I didn't know if I was just going through a short stage, it if I was for real.