Category : Poems

Sub Category : N/A

Many memories of you are broken. my minds attempt to protect me  from you. failing miserably. why leave Bits and pieces of unclear moments. unsolvable puzzles I cant seem to throw away. while searching for answers.

I've uncovered more questions. anger has consumed me in moments. sent on a irrational scavenger hunt in search of explanation no doubt an unrealistic expedition. temporary lapse of judgment.  allowing my humiliating attempt to undo 30 years of daddy issues. just now returning to my acceptable level of sanity. while shame snickers in the shadows, regret is taunting me with a lingering migraine. I hang my head and embrace the pain. A brief moment  of self hatred. Interrupted by sudden realization. Desperate to reveal the source of my anger I waisted years on what you have done. those things you failed to do fueled this fury. The father you failed to be. You dont deserve a single tear I have shed since your demise. Although I'm uncertain which proved more difficult. morning your loss or hating you for mine. I need peace. from the depths of my broken heart.I forgive you.