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Thoughts inside my head



Keep me busy all the time.



Feelings I am unable to confidently



Bring to focus.



Pain im unsure of



Happy I can't really get



Sadness seems constant



Understanding I doubt I can.

When I cry I can not see the reason why



Most of the time I assume is caused by pain and that makes the tears other times I believe it's me pitying me



Told way to often forcibly repeated loudly in my face I do not have feelings, I have no heart, with no soul to keep me from the dark.



Lack of self-awareness has me believing these things even when society tells me no one knows but me.



I' m almost positive I wouldn't know if they were true or false therefore I hear it enough from more then one I cant not believe it. 



Those that tell me society claims are doing it on purpose to take me down and make me suffer or they are to blind to understand my lacking so many and hoe little things affect me.



The conclusion is still in the distant future



holding on by strings that are unable to keep holding my doubts 



My arms are tired of my lack to learn what I should already know



My brain hates me my body giving up and I'm just fighting to hang on