Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

I've been feeling way better after I left the group.
My depression actually healed!
Im suprised!
I knew that hell whole of a place was bad.
You all ignored me!
And you still called me friend.
You never even bothered to help my depression.
All of you...
You let me suffer.
And I hate you all for it.
I hate you, James.
You lied to me.
You broke my trust.
You said you would be my real friend.
But you ignore me, every day!
Thats no friend!
I tried to be friends with you again!
But you did'nt even bother.
You said you were sorry.
So many times...
But you were lieing.
Even though you said you were sorry, you still ignored me!
I hate you so much!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I WANT REVENGE.
FOR MAKING A YEAR AND THREE MONTHS OF MY LIFE LIVING HELL!
I HATE YOU.
I want you to feel what I feel.
Betrayal...
I want you to be angry too...
I want you to have one person you hate so much!
I want you to loose your friends.
The way I did...
I want you to never trust anyone again...
Like I am...
I want you to want to get revenge...
I want you to pretend your friends with someone...
Cause I have it all!
Its like I attract negative things!
WHY ME!?
Well I hate you, James, Melina, Andy and Diego.
For letting and watching me fall.
I always put a hand out to help all of you!
And you cant just make me happy for ONE day!?
I hate you all...
But I hate you SO MUCH James!
I have been better.
Im not sad anymore.
But im always alone.
I dont mind it.
Who needs friends?
I tried friendship many times.
Never worked out.
Guess im the loner type.
I dont mind doing things alone.
I actually enjoy it.
But im always mad.
At you...
I have been angry all the time.
Always wanting revenge.
And I get what I want...
I hope you rot in reality...