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I’m sorry to the girl I was 
I’m sorry to the girl I have become 
I’m sorry to the girl who believed dreams come true, and love last forever. I’m sorry to my family the ones who thought I was so strong and could just carry on.. this life is so much, the thoughts are so loud, I’m trapped deep inside where the demons in my mind have me tied down .. no escape .. I’m stuck so much pain from my neck down my spine... sleepless nights have me wanting to pull the trigger. Loveless too much emotion shaking and trembling trying to find the off ramp to reality... thoughts of letting go saying goodbye sounds so sweet but scary all at once. How will I end it ... a simple letter goodbye and a slice , cut here and there ? One bullet through this tormented mind of mine to directly kill the source from invading the human race ? Or a simple bow tied tightly around my neck to cut off the ventilation from all the sarcastic devotions that come from the ones who have been here before ... thoughts go so fast emotions shatter my mind the pain so real feels as if I’m already dying as I type these last words that I will ever think or share I just want to say I’m sorry to the girl I was 
I’m sorry to the girl I have become 
And I’m sorry to the girl who believed dreams come true.