Category : Poems

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You feel it's a competition between you and that bitch
Well
She couldn't hold a candle let alone hold it to you
There's no fucking contest
That fucking cunt strip me if everything I ever had
All my dignity ripped away like duct tape that severed my path
You gave back healed my wounds when I had no idea I had any
So saying your anything like her is like comparing antibiotic to an infection
She was my angel sent from heaven to seduce me
Beat the fucking shit out of me and fuck my mind until I had no will to speak
You gave me voice after I escaped her and fell into a world of hell
Your my Faerie Queen, took my shattered bones into mended magic metal
She brought me to the alter of her ministry made me a good little devil just to serve her needs
Enslaved, depraved, and raped me
Called me hers not cause she cared
But I was goddamned property
You found me after wandering a decayed thing showed me I wasn't alone and I wasn't unclean
We looked for life together even if we were lost and bone bare
Showed me love, and I had no idea what being loved fucking loved means
You showed me care
Violence never on me
And never force me to do anything that fucking destroys me
My angel kicked me in the fucking face while I was down
Depression my best friend
She reminded me I wasn't worth her time or love
You gave me both and never fucking asked if I was worth your trust
You give it away like fall and shed all you leaves
And stayed with me though the damage you didn't even know how deep
A goddamned tree sharing shelter when I'm cold and weak
She knocked me down, tied my hands, stabbed my back and laughed while I bled
Spit in my face
Saying I guess I grant you grace because of the will of God
I appeal to that part of your confidence, and any part I portray that feels to knock that
That bitch hasn't a spark on you
My fucking Faerie Queen who feels like the poison the angel gave me can compare to the tonic that you made for it's remedy
Fuck the angel I'll break her fucking face cause before you helped me find the druid I was meant to be I was a demon slave
And I'll rip her hellish grip from my soul even if I have to channel the deep magick
New grimoire
Healing lands
That shit within me you awakened by letting me be me, encouraging me, reminding me ther is good in the world
That I'm worth something
So no my Queen she ain't got nothing on you
She my nightmares and your my reality
She is was
You are now
And your power is stronger than hers
You used love
She used fear
Which do you think empowers me
Fuck that angel that tormented me
Long live Lexye
The goddamned Faerie Queen