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Count your blessings, not your problems. Keep counting your blessings and no one else's. Jealousy arises when you count the blessings of others rather than your own. Be happy with what you own, because someone else would be more than hapoy to own what you have. 

It's Friday, Amen to that! Do something nice for someone today, buy a friend or coworker coffee or if you see a person who seems despondent and sad, give them a minute of your time and sprinkle some kindness into their lives. Giving someone a minute of your time is a priceless act that can change one's entire mindset and outlook on their day and potentially their tomorrow, and the tomorrow thereafter. If you're in the presence of or on the job with someone with low self-esteem, be observant of their good qualities and find the beauty in  them from the inside out and bring those qualities to their attention and build them up. Hell, if you cross paths with a homeless person who's legitimately in need, purchase them an affordable meal, if you can then why not? I try to lend a helping hand one daily deed at a time, if and when I can. Why? Because it's the right thing to do and knowing that I made someone's day a little brighter makes my day even brighter. It's a win win.💙

 I've made too many mistakes, accompanied by poor choices and got myself in an immense amount of troubles for fifteen years. I was dancing around a fire with the devil himself in a place called 'Hell'. Not literally 😂 but that's a quote I made up years back. The most painful part about it was that it not only effected me, but it effected those around me. My family suffered as a result of my horrific actions and I was a real piece of shit! But, in the now of 2019, I've done a 180. The pieces of my life that once fell and shattered to the floor are being pieced back together one day at a time. I'm not quite there yet, however, it is a work in progress and I'm working my ass off, going balls to the wall and I will get there, all in good time and when that time is right. I'm aiming to become an effective writer, I still suck at times but I'm improving well. What helps me is incorparating as much knowledge as I can obtain and putting it into practice like a boss in beast mode.😀 I'm getting paid for a few pieces here and there but nothing considerable. It's a start and for the first time in 42 years I'm going to succeed at something I enjoy doing and not say "fuck this I'm not good enough" because I will be good enough. I will publish a novel in the near future. I set a deadline for 2020 but that may get pushed to 2021. Only time will tell. Furthermore, if you read down to this point, I'd like to wish you all a fabulous, safe, and fun weekend! Thank you for taking a brief moment to read my insanely crazy long post, it means alot to me when folks offer me their time. Time is something you can never get back, it's crucial and priceless. ❤