Category : Poems

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I sit here tears falling from my eyes listening to these beats all night wondering if anyone will ever see the shit that I write. My thoughts are so scattered my heart torn into pieces broken and battered. I dont know how I let myself get this bad, yeah I could blame everyone else like maybe my dad but what good will that do it won't take all the bs back. I sit here missing my kids so bad I can only imagine how they must feel. I wish all this wasn't real I wish somebody would wake me up, must not be sleeping, I'm so sick of looking at these bottles so sick of drinking, cuts are healing why the fuck do I have these feelings. Why can't anybody hear me scream for help.