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Category : Diary/Journal

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Has your heart ever hurt so bad you just want it to stop breathing. Because that's how I feel almost everyday. The days get longer and harder and every single time something good happens to me it either get ruined or something fucking bad happens afterwards. I can never just be happy. I don't know if this is God's or who ever created this world and all the humans way of saying they hate me or if they just need to watch someone suffer. I want to die but I don't know when or how I should do it. Noose, gun, knife, building, I don't know maybe even an overdose. But here's one thing I know for sure I want to die before June 1st. My fourteenth birthday. I want to die. I've been plotting my death since sixth grade and I think I'm ready. I ask one thing if you are reading this, don't do anything, don't try to "save me" Or anything ok. You will only make things worse. That's all good night or morning maybe even afternoon idk. Bye

Comments

  • Hey ur not the only one it hapoens to me too But sometimes you just got to take a Deep breath and Think happy thoughts No matter what even if u dont have Happy thoughts just Think At least

    Oct 07, 2019

  • Michael  Moriston

    Michael Moriston

    im here for you

    Oct 07, 2019

  • Maurice  Beres

    Maurice Beres

    If you keep writing and continue living There are many of us who care and willing to share with you🦋you have a lifetime ahead of you🦋we’ve seen many in similar situations hold on and are now living quality lives🦋We do care🦋🦋🦋

    Oct 09, 2019

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